The Jack
Alexander Story

From the
March 1, 1941 issue of The Saturday
Evening Post
Three
men sat around the bed of an alcoholic
patient in the psychopathic ward of
Philadelphia General Hospital one
afternoon a few weeks ago. The man in
the bed, who was a complete stranger
to them, had the drawn and slightly
stupid look the inebriates get while
being defogged after a bender. The
only thing that was noteworthy about
the callers, except for the obvious
contrast between their well-groomed
appearances and that of the patient,
was the fact that each had been
through the defogging process many
times himself. They were members of
Alcoholics Anonymous, a band of
ex-problem drinkers who make an
avocation of helping other alcoholics
to beat the liquor habit.
The
man in the bed was a mechanic. His
visitors had been educated at
Princeton, Yale and Pennsylvania and
were, by occupation, a salesman, a
lawyer and a publicity man. Less than
a year before, one had been in
shackles in the same ward. One of his
companions had been what is known
among alcoholics as a sanitarium
commuter. He had moved from place to
place, bedeviling the staffs of the
country's leading institutions for the
treatment of alcoholics. The other had
spent twenty years of life, all
outside institution walls, making life
miserable for himself, and his family
and his employers, as well as sundry
well-meaning relatives who had had the
temerity to intervene.
The
air of the ward was thick with the
aroma of paraldehyde, an unpleasant
cocktail smelling like a mixture of
alcohol and ether which hospitals
sometimes use to taper off the
paralyzed drinker and soothe his
squirming nerves. The visitors seemed
oblivious of this and of the
depressing atmosphere of psychopathic
wards. They smoked and talked with the
patient for twenty minutes or so, then
left their personal cards and
departed. If the man in the bed felt
that he would like to see one of them
again, they told him, he had only to
put in a telephone call.
They
made it plain that if he actually
wanted to stop drinking, they would
leave their work or get up in the
middle of the night to hurry to where
he was. If he did not choose to call,
that would be the end of it. The
members of Alcoholics Anonymous do not
pursue or coddle a malingering
prospect, and they know the strange
tricks of the alcoholic as a reformed
swindler knows the art of bamboozling.
Herein
lies much of the unique strength of a
movement, which in the past six years,
has brought recovery to around 2,000
men and women, a large percentage of
whom had been considered medically
hopeless. Doctors and clergymen,
working separately or together, have
always managed to salvage a few cases.
In isolated instances, drinkers have
found their own methods of quitting.
But the inroads into alcoholism have
been negligible, and it remains one of
the great, unsolved public-health
enigmas.
By
nature touch and suspicious, the
alcoholic likes to be left alone to
work out his puzzle, and he has a
convenient way of ignoring the tragedy
which he inflicts meanwhile upon those
who are close to him. He holds
desperately to a conviction that,
although he has not been able to
handle alcohol in the past, he will
ultimately succeed in becoming a
controlled drinker. One of medicine's
queerest animals, he is, as often as
not, an acutely intelligent person. He
fences with professional men and
relative who attempt to aid him and he
gets a perverse satisfaction out of
tripping them up in argument. There is no
specious excuse for drinking which the
troubleshooters of Alcoholics
Anonymous have not heard or used
themselves. When one of their
prospects hands them a rationalization
for getting soused, they match it with
a half a dozen out of their own
experience. This upsets him a little,
and he gets defensive. He looks at
their neat clothing and smoothly
shaved faces and charges them with
being goody-goodies who don't know
what it is to struggle with drink.
They reply by relating their own
stories: the double Scotches and
brandies before breakfast; the vague
feeling of discomfort which precedes a
drinking bout; the awakening from a
spree without being able to account
for the actions of several days and
the haunting fear that possibly they
had run down someone with their
automobiles. They tell of
the eight-ounce bottles of gin hidden
behind pictures and in caches from
cellar to attic; of spending whole
days in motion-picture houses to stave
off the temptation to drink; of
sneaking out of the office for
quickies during the day. They talk of
losing jobs and stealing money from
their wives' purses; of putting pepper
into whiskey to give it a tang; of
tippling on bitters and sedative
tablets, or on mouthwash or hair
tonic; of getting into the habit of
camping outside the neighborhood
tavern ten minutes before opening
time. They describe a hand so jittery
that it could not lift a pony to the
lips without spilling the contents;
drinking liquor from a beer stein
because it can be steadied with two
hands, although at the risk of
chipping a front tooth; tying an end
of a towel about a glass, looping the
towel around the back of the neck, and
drawing the free end with the other
hand; hands so shaky they feel as if
they were about to snap off and fly
into space; sitting on hands for hours
to keep them from doing this. These and
other bits of drinking lore usually
manage to convince the alcoholic that
he is talking to blood brothers. A
bridge of confidence is thereby
erected, spanning a gap, which has
baffled the physician, the minister,
the priest, or the hapless relatives.
Over this connection, the
troubleshooters convey, bit by bit,
the details of a program for living
which has worked for them and which,
they feel, can work for any other
alcoholic. They concede as out of
their orbit only those who are
psychotic or who are already suffering
from the physical impairment known as
wet brain. At the same time, they see
to it that the prospect gets whatever
medical attention is needed. Many Doctors
and staffs of institutions throughout
the country now suggest Alcoholics
Anonymous to their drinking patients.
In some towns, the courts and
probation officers cooperate with the
local group. In a few city
psychopathic divisions, the workers of
Alcoholics Anonymous are accorded the
same visiting privileges as staff
members. Philadelphia General is one
of these. Dr. John F. Stouffer, the
chief psychiatrist, says: "the
alcoholics we get here are mostly
those who cannot afford private
treatment, and this is by far the
greatest thing we have ever been able
to offer them. Even among those who
occasionally land back in here again,
we observe a profound change in
personality. You would hardly
recognize them". The Illinois
Medical Journal, in an editorial last
December, went further than D.
Stouffer, in stating: "It is
indeed a miracle when a person who for
years has been more of less constantly
under the influence of alcohol and in
whom his friends have lost all
confidence, will sit up all night with
a drunk and at stated intervals
administer a small amount of liquor in
accordance with a doctor's order
without taking a drop himself." This is a
reference to a common aspect of the
Arabian Nights adventures to which
Alcoholics Anonymous workers dedicate
themselves. Often it involves sitting
upon, as well as up with, the
intoxicated person, as the impulse to
jump out a window seems to be an
attractive one to many alcoholics when
in their cups. Only an alcoholic can
squat on another alcoholic's chest for
hours with the proper combination of
discipline and sympathy. During a recent trip
around the East and Middle West, I met
and talked with scores of A.A.'s, as
they call themselves, and found them
to be unusually calm tolerant people.
Somehow, they seemed better integrated
than the average group of nonalcoholic
individuals. Their transformation from
cop fighters, canned-heat drinkers,
and, in some instances, wife beaters,
was startling. On one of the most
influential newspapers in the country,
I found that the city editor, the
assistant city editor, and a
nationally known reporter were A.A.'s, and strong in the
confidence of their publisher. In Another
city, I heard a judge parole a drunken
driver to an A.A. member. The latter,
during his drinking days, had smashed
several cars and had had his own
operator's license suspended. The
judge knew him and was glad to trust
him. A brilliant executive of an
advertising firm disclosed that two
years ago he had been panhandling and
sleeping in a doorway under an
elevated structure. He had a favorite
doorway, which he shared with other
vagrants, and every few weeks he goes
back and pays them a visit just to
assure himself he isn't dreaming. In Akron, as
in other manufacturing centers, the
groups include a heavy element of
manual workers. In the Cleveland
Athletic Club, I had luncheon with
five lawyers, an accountant, an
engineer, three salesmen, an insurance
man, a buyer, a bartender, a
chain-store manager, a manager of an
independent store, and a
manufacturer's representative. They
were members of a central committee,
which coordinates the work of nine
neighborhood groups. Cleveland, with
more than 450 members, is the biggest
of the A.A. centers. The next largest
are located in Chicago, Akron,
Philadelphia, Los Angeles, Washington
and New York. All told, there are
groups in about fifty cities and
towns. In Discussing
their work, the A.A.'s spoke of their
drunk rescuing as
"insurance" for themselves.
Experience within the group has shown,
they said, that once a recovered
drinker slows up in this work he is
likely to go back to drinking himself.
There is, they agreed, no such thing
as an ex-alcoholic. If one is an
alcoholic - that is, a person who is
unable to drink normally - one remains
an alcoholic until he dies, just as a
diabetic remains a diabetic. The best
he can hope for is to become an
arrested case, with drunk saving as
his insulin. At least, the A.A.'s say
so, and medical opinion tends to
support them. All but a few said that
they had lost all desire for alcohol.
Most serve liquor in their homes when
friends drop in, and they still go to
bars with companions who drink. A.A.'s
tipple on soft drinks and coffee. One, a sales
manager, acts as bartender at his
company's annual jamboree in Atlantic
City and spends his nights tucking the
celebrators into their beds. Only a
few of those who recover fail to lose
the felling that at any minute they
may thoughtlessly take one drink and
skyrocket off on a disastrous binge.
An A.A. who is a clerk in an Eastern
city hasn't had a snifter in three and
a half years, but says that he still
has to walk fast past saloons to
circumvent the old impulse; but he is
an exception. The only hangover from
the wild days that plagues the A.A. is
a recurrent nightmare. In the dream,
he finds himself off on a rousing
whooper-dooper, frantically trying to
conceal his condition from the
community. Even this symptom
disappears shortly, in most cases.
Surprisingly, the rate of employment
among these people, who formerly drank
themselves out of job after job, is
said to be around ninety percent. One-hundred-percent
effectiveness with non-psychotic
drinkers who sincerely want to quit is
claimed by the workers of Alcoholics
Anonymous. The program will not work,
they add, with those who only
"want to want to quit", or
who want to quit because they are
afraid of losing their families or
their jobs. The effective desire, the
state, must be based upon enlightened
self-interest; the applicant must want
to get away from liquor to head off
incarceration or premature death. He
must be fed up with the stark social
loneliness, which engulfs the
uncontrolled drinker, and he must want
to put some order into his bungled
life. As it is
impossible to disqualify all
borderline applicants, the working
percentage of recovery falls below the
100-percent mark. According to A.A.
estimation, fifty percent of the
alcoholics taken in hand recover
immediately; twenty-five percent get
well after suffering a relapse or two;
and the rest remain doubtful. This
rate of success is exceptionally high.
Statistics on traditional medical and
religious cures are lacking, but it
has been informally estimated that
they are no more than two or three
percent effective on run-of-the-mine
cases. Although it
is too early to state that Alcoholics
Anonymous is the definitive answer to
alcoholism, its brief record is
impressive, and it is receiving
hopeful support. John D. Rockefeller,
Jr. helped defray the expense of
getting it started and has gone out of
his way to get other prominent men
interested. Rockefeller's
Gift was a small one, in deference to
the insistence of the originators that
the movement be kept on a voluntary,
non paid basis. There are no salaried
organizers, no dues, no officers, and
no central control. Locally, the rents
of assemble halls are met by passing
the hat at meetings. In small
communities, no collections are taken,
as the gatherings are held in private
homes. A small office in downtown New
York acts merely as a clearinghouse
for information. There is no name on
the door, and mail is received
anonymously through a post-office box.
The only income, which is money
received from the sale of a book
describing the work, is handled by the
Alcoholic Foundation, a board composed
of three alcoholics and four
non-alcoholics. In Chicago,
twenty-five doctors work hand in hand
with Alcoholics Anonymous,
contributing their services and
referring their own alcoholic patients
to the group, which now numbers around
200. The same cooperation exists in
Cleveland and to a lesser degree in
other centers. A physician, Dr. W. D.
Silkworth, of New York City, gave the
movement its first encouragement.
However, many doctors remain
skeptical. Dr. Foster Kennedy, an
eminent New York neurologist, probably
had these in mind when he stated at a
meeting a year ago: "The aim of
those concerned in this effort against
alcoholism is high; their success has
been considerable; and I believe
medical men of goodwill should
aid." The active
help of two medical men of goodwill,
Drs. A. Wiese Hammer and C. Dudley
Saul, has assisted greatly in making
the Philadelphia unit one of the more
effective of the younger groups. The
movement there had its beginning in an
offhand way in February 1940, when a
businessman who was an A.A. convert
was transferred to Philadelphia from
New York. Fearful of backsliding for
lack of rescue work, the newcomer
rounded up three local barflies and
started to work on them. He got them
dry, and the quartet began ferreting
out other cases. By last December
fifteenth, ninety-nine alcoholics had
joined up. Of these, eighty-six were
now total abstainers - thirty-nine
from one to three months, seventeen
from three to six months, and
twenty-five from six to ten months.
Five who had joined the unit after
having belonged in other cities had
been nondrinkers from one to three
years. At the end of
the time scale, Akron, which cradled
the movement, holds the intramural
record for sustained abstinence.
According to a recent checkup, two
members have been riding the A.A.
wagon for five and a half years, one
for five years, three for four and a
half years, one for the same period
with one skid, three for three and a
half year, seven for three years,
three for three years with one skid
each, one for two and a half years,
and thirteen for two years.
Previously, most of the Akronites and
Philadelphians had been unable to stay
away from liquor for longer than a few
weeks. In the Middle
West, the work has been almost
exclusively among persons who have not
arrived at the institutional stage.
The New York group, which has a
similar nucleus, makes a sideline
specialty of committed cases and has
achieved striking results. In the
summer of 1939, the group began
working on the alcoholics confined in
Rockland State Hospital, at
Orangeburg, a vast mental sanitarium,
which get the hopeless alcoholic
backwash of the big population
centers. With the encouragement of Dr.
R. E. Baisdell, the medical
superintendent, a unit was formed
within the wall, and meetings were
held in the recreation hall. New York
A.A.'s went to Orangeburg to give
talks, and on Sunday evenings, the
patients were brought in state-owned
buses to a clubhouse which the
Manhattan group rents on the West
Side. Last July
first, eleven months later, records
kept at the hospital showed that of
fifty-four patients released to
Alcoholics Anonymous, seventeen had
had no relapse and fourteen others had
had only one. Of the rest, nine had
gone back to drinking in their home
communities, twelve had returned to
the hospital and two had not been
traced. Dr. Baisdell has written
favorably about the work to the State
Department of Mental Hygiene, and he
praised it officially in his last
annual report. Even better
results were obtained in two public
institutions in New Jersey, Greystone
Park and Overbrook, which attract
patients of better economic and social
background, than Rockland, because of
their nearness to prosperous suburban
villages. Of seven patients released
from the Greystone Park institution in
two years, five have abstained for
periods of one to two years, according
to A.A. records. Eight of ten released
from Overbrook have abstained for
about the same length of time. The
others have had from one to several
relapses. Why Some
people become alcoholics is a question
on which authorities disagree. Few
think that anyone is "born an
alcoholic". One may be born, they
say, with a hereditary predisposition
to alcoholism, just as one may be born
with a vulnerability to tuberculosis.
The rest seems to depend upon
environment and experience, although
one theory has it that some people are
allergic to alcohol, as hay fever
sufferers are to pollens. Only one
note is found to be common to all
alcoholics - emotional immaturity.
Closely related to this is an
observation that an unusually large
number of alcoholics start out in life
as an only child, as a younger child,
as the only boy in a family of girls
or the only girl in a family of boys.
Many have records of childhood
precocity and were what are known as
spoiled children. Frequently,
the situation is complicated by an
off-center home atmosphere in which
one parent is unduly cruel, the other
overindulgent. Any combination of
these factors, plus a divorce or two,
tends to produce neurotic children who
are poorly equipped emotionally to
face the ordinary realities of adult
life. In seeking escapes, one may
immerse himself in his business,
working twelve to fifteen hours a day,
or in what he thinks is a pleasant
escape in drink. It bolsters his
opinion of himself and temporarily
wipes away any feeling of social
inferiority, which he may have. Light
drinking leads to heavy drinking.
Friend and family are alienated and
employers become disgusted. The
drinker smolders with resentment and
wallows in self-pity. He indulges in
childish rationalizations to justify
his drinking: He has been working hard
and he deserves to relax; his throat
hurts from an old tonsillectomy and a
drink would ease the pain: he has a
headache; his wife does not understand
him; his nerves are jumpy; everybody
is against him; and son and on. He
unconsciously becomes a chronic
excuse-maker for himself. All the time
he is drinking, he tells himself and
those who butt into his affairs the he
can really become a controlled drinker
if he wants to. To demonstrate his
strength of will, he goes for weeks
without taking a drop. He makes a
point of calling at his favorite bar
at a certain time each day and
ostentatiously sipping milk or a
carbonated beverage, not realizing
that he is indulging in juvenile
exhibitionism. Falsely encouraged, he
shifts to a routine of one beer a day
and that is the beginning of the end
once more. Beer leads inevitably to
more beer and then to hard liquor.
Hard liquor leads to another
first-rate bender. Oddly, the trigger,
which sets off the explosion, is as
apt to be a stroke of business success
as it is to be a run of bad luck. An
alcoholic can stand neither prosperity
nor adversity. The victim is
puzzled on coming out of the alcoholic
fog. Without his being aware of any
change, a habit has gradually become
an obsession. After a while, he no
longer needs rationalization to
justify the fatal first drink. All he
knows is that he feels swamped by
uneasiness or elation, and before he
realizes what is happening, he is
standing at a bar with an empty whisky
pony in front of him and a stimulating
sensation in his throat. By some
peculiar quirk of his mind, he has
been able to draw a curtain over the
memory of the intense pain and remorse
caused by preceding stem-winders.
After many experiences of this kind,
the alcoholic begins to realize that
he does not understand himself; he
wonders whether his power of will,
though strong in other fields, isn't
defenseless against alcohol. He may go
on trying to defeat his obsession and
wind up in a sanitarium. He may give
up the fight as hopeless and try to
kill himself. Or he may seek outside
help. If he applies
to Alcoholics Anonymous, he is first
brought around to admit that alcohol
has him whipped and that his life has
become unmanageable. Having achieved
this state of intellectual humility he
is given a dose of religion in the
broadest sense. He is asked to believe
in a Power that is greater than
himself, or at least to keep an open
mind on that subject while he goes on
with the rest the rest of the program.
Any concept of the Higher Power is
acceptable. A skeptic or agnostic may
choose to think of his Inner Self, the
miracle of growth, a tree, man's
wonderment at the physical universe,
the structure of the atom, or mere
mathematical infinity. Whatever form
is visualized, the neophyte is taught
that he must rely upon it and, in his
own way, to pray to the Power for
strength. He next makes
a sort moral inventory of himself with
the private aid of another person -
one of his A.A. sponsors, a priest, a
minister a psychiatrist, or anyone
else he fancies. If it gives him any
relief, he may get up at a meeting and
recite his misdeed, but he is not
required to do so. He restores what he
may have stolen while intoxicated and
arranges to pay off old debts and to
make good on rubber checks; he makes
amends to persons he has abused and in
general, cleans up his past as well as
he is able to. It is not uncommon for
his sponsors to lend him money to help
out in the early stages. This
catharsis is regarded as important
because of the compulsion, which a
feeling of guilt exerts in the
alcoholic obsession. As nothing tends
to push an alcoholic toward the bottle
more than personal resentments, the
pupil also makes out a list of his
grudges and resolves not to be stirred
by them. At this point, he is ready to
start working on other, active
alcoholics. By the process of
extroversion, which the work entails,
he is able to think less of his own
troubles. The more
drinkers he succeeds in swinging into
Alcoholics Anonymous, the greater his
responsibility to the group becomes.
He can't get drunk now without
injuring the people who have proved
themselves his best friends. He is
beginning to grow up emotionally and
to quit being a leaner. If raised in
an Orthodox Church, he usually, but
not always, becomes a regular
communicant again. Simultaneously
with the making over of the alcoholic
goes the process of adjusting his
family to his new way of living. The
wife or husband of an alcoholic, and
the children, too, frequently become
neurotics from being exposed to
drinking excesses over a period of
years. Reeducation of the family is an
essential part of a follow-up program,
which has been devised. Alcoholics
Anonymous, which is synthesis of old
ideas rather than a new discovery,
owes its existence to the
collaboration of a New York
stockbroker and an Akron physician.
Both alcoholics, they met for the
first time a little less than six
years ago. In thirty-five years of
periodic drinking, Dr. Armstrong, to
give the physician a fictitious name,
had drunk himself out of most of his
practice. Armstrong had tried
everything, including the Oxford
Group, and had shown no improvement.
On Mother's Day 1935, he staggered
home, in typical drunk fashion,
lugging an expensive potted plant,
which he placed in his wife's lap. The
he went upstairs and passed out. As it is
impossible to disqualify all
borderline applicants, the working
percentage of recovery falls below the
100-percent mark. According to A.A.
estimation, fifty percent of the
alcoholics taken in hand recover
immediately; twenty-five percent get
well after suffering a relapse or two;
and the rest remain doubtful. This
rate of success is exceptionally high.
Statistics on traditional medical and
religious cures are lacking, but it
has been informally estimated that
they are no more than two or three
percent effective on run-of-the-mine
cases. Although it
is too early to state that Alcoholics
Anonymous is the definitive answer to
alcoholism, its brief record is
impressive, and it is receiving
hopeful support. John D. Rockefeller,
Jr. helped defray the expense of
getting it started and has gone out of
his way to get other prominent men
interested. Rockefeller's
Gift was a small one, in deference to
the insistence of the originators that
the movement be kept on a voluntary,
non paid basis. There are no salaried
organizers, no dues, no officers, and
no central control. Locally, the rents
of assemble halls are met by passing
the hat at meetings. In small
communities, no collections are taken,
as the gatherings are held in private
homes. A small office in downtown New
York acts merely as a clearinghouse
for information. There is no name on
the door, and mail is received
anonymously through a post-office box.
The only income, which is money
received from the sale of a book
describing the work, is handled by the
Alcoholic Foundation, a board composed
of three alcoholics and four
non-alcoholics. In Chicago,
twenty-five doctors work hand in hand
with Alcoholics Anonymous,
contributing their services and
referring their own alcoholic patients
to the group, which now numbers around
200. The same cooperation exists in
Cleveland and to a lesser degree in
other centers. A physician, Dr. W. D.
Silkworth, of New York City, gave the
movement its first encouragement.
However, many doctors remain
skeptical. Dr. Foster Kennedy, an
eminent New York neurologist, probably
had these in mind when he stated at a
meeting a year ago: "The aim of
those concerned in this effort against
alcoholism is high; their success has
been considerable; and I believe
medical men of goodwill should
aid." The active
help of two medical men of goodwill,
Drs. A. Wiese Hammer and C. Dudley
Saul, has assisted greatly in making
the Philadelphia unit one of the more
effective of the younger groups. The
movement there had its beginning in an
offhand way in February 1940, when a
businessman who was an A.A. convert
was transferred to Philadelphia from
New York. Fearful of backsliding for
lack of rescue work, the newcomer
rounded up three local barflies and
started to work on them. He got them
dry, and the quartet began ferreting
out other cases. By last December
fifteenth, ninety-nine alcoholics had
joined up. Of these, eighty-six were
now total abstainers - thirty-nine
from one to three months, seventeen
from three to six months, and
twenty-five from six to ten months.
Five who had joined the unit after
having belonged in other cities had
been nondrinkers from one to three
years. At the end of
the time scale, Akron, which cradled
the movement, holds the intramural
record for sustained abstinence.
According to a recent checkup, two
members have been riding the A.A.
wagon for five and a half years, one
for five years, three for four and a
half years, one for the same period
with one skid, three for three and a
half year, seven for three years,
three for three years with one skid
each, one for two and a half years,
and thirteen for two years.
Previously, most of the Akronites and
Philadephians had been unable to stay
away from liquor for longer than a few
weeks. In the Middle
West, the work has been almost
exclusively among persons who have not
arrived at the institutional stage.
The New York group, which has a
similar nucleus, makes a sideline
specialty of committed cases and has
achieved striking results. In the
summer of 1939, the group began
working on the alcoholics confined in
Rockland State Hospital, at
Orangeburg, a vast mental sanitarium,
which get the hopeless alcoholic
backwash of the big population
centers. With the encouragement of Dr.
R. E. Baisdell, the medical
superintendent, a unit was formed
within the wall, and meetings were
held in the recreation hall. New York
A.A.s went to Orangeburg to give
talks, and on Sunday evenings, the
patients were brought in state-owned
buses to a clubhouse which the
Manhattan group rents on the West
Side. Last July
first, eleven months later, records
kept at the hospital showed that of
fifty-four patients released to
Alcoholics Anonymous, seventeen had
had no relapse and fourteen others had
had only one. Of the rest, nine had
gone back to drinking in their home
communities, twelve had returned to
the hospital and two had not been
traced. Dr. Baisdell has written
favorably about the work to the State
Department of Mental Hygiene, and he
praised it officially in his last
annual report. Even better
results were obtained in two public
institutions in New Jersey, Greystone
Park and Overbrook, which attract
patients of better economic and social
background, than Rockland, because of
their nearness to prosperous suburban
villages. Of seven patients released
from the Greystone Park institution in
two years, five have abstained for
periods of one to two years, according
to A.A. records. Eight of ten released
from Overbrook have abstained for
about the same length of time. The
others have had from one to several
relapses. Why Some
people become alcoholics is a question
on which authorities disagree. Few
think that anyone is "born an
alcoholic". One may be born, they
say, with a hereditary predisposition
to alcoholism, just as one may be born
with a vulnerability to tuberculosis.
The rest seems to depend upon
environment and experience, although
one theory has it that some people are
allergic to alcohol, as hay fever
sufferers are to pollens. Only one
note is found to be common to all
alcoholics - emotional immaturity.
Closely related to this is an
observation that an unusually large
number of alcoholics start out in life
as an only child, as a younger child,
as the only boy in a family of girls
or the only girl in a family of boys.
Many have records of childhood
precocity and were what are known as
spoiled children. Frequently,
the situation is complicated by an
off-center home atmosphere in which
one parent is unduly cruel, the other
overindulgent. Any combination of
these factors, plus a divorce or two,
tends to produce neurotic children who
are poorly equipped emotionally to
face the ordinary realities of adult
life. In seeking escapes, one may
immerse himself in his business,
working twelve to fifteen hours a day,
or in what he thinks is a pleasant
escape in drink. It bolsters his
opinion of himself and temporarily
wipes away any feeling of social
inferiority, which he may have. Light
drinking leads to heavy drinking.
Friend and family are alienated and
employers become disgusted. The
drinker smolders with resentment and
wallows in self-pity. He indulges in
childish rationalizations to justify
his drinking: He has been working hard
and he deserves to relax; his throat
hurts from an old tonsillectomy and a
drink would ease the pain: he has a
headache; his wife does not understand
him; his nerves are jumpy; everybody
is against him; and son and on. He
unconsciously becomes a chronic
excuse-maker for himself. All the time
he is drinking, he tells himself and
those who butt into his affairs the he
can really become a controlled drinker
if he wants to. To demonstrate his
strength of will, he goes for weeks
without taking a drop. He makes a
point of calling at his favorite bar
at a certain time each day and
ostentatiously sipping milk or a
carbonated beverage, not realizing
that he is indulging in juvenile
exhibitionism. Falsely encouraged, he
shifts to a routine of one beer a day
and that is the beginning of the end
once more. Beer leads inevitably to
more beer and then to hard liquor.
Hard liquor leads to another
first-rate bender. Oddly, the trigger,
which sets off the explosion, is as
apt to be a stroke of business success
as it is to be a run of bad luck. An
alcoholic can stand neither prosperity
nor adversity. The victim is
puzzled on coming out of the alcoholic
fog. Without his being aware of any
change, a habit has gradually become
an obsession. After a while, he no
longer needs rationalization to
justify the fatal first drink. All he
knows is that he feels swamped by
uneasiness or elation, and before he
realizes what is happening, he is
standing at a bar with an empty whisky
pony in front of him and a stimulating
sensation in his throat. By some
peculiar quirk of his mind, he has
been able to draw a curtain over the
memory of the intense pain and remorse
caused by preceding stem-winders.
After many experiences of this kind,
the alcoholic begins to realize that
he does not understand himself; he
wonders whether his power of will,
though strong in other fields, isn't
defenseless against alcohol. He may go
on trying to defeat his obsession and
wind up in a sanitarium. He may give
up the fight as hopeless and try to
kill himself. Or he may seek outside
help. If he applies
to Alcoholics Anonymous, he is first
brought around to admit that alcohol
has him whipped and that his life has
become unmanageable. Having achieved
this state of intellectual humility he
is given a dose of religion in the
broadest sense. He is asked to believe
in a Power that is greater than
himself, or at least to keep an open
mind on that subject while he goes on
with the rest the rest of the program.
Any concept of the Higher Power is
acceptable. A skeptic or agnostic may
choose to think of his Inner Self, the
miracle of growth, a tree, man's
wonderment at the physical universe,
the structure of the atom, or mere
mathematical infinity. Whatever form
is visualized, the neophyte is taught
that he must rely upon it and, in his
own way, to pray to the Power for
strength. He next makes
a sort moral inventory of himself with
the private aid of another person -
one of his A.A. sponsors, a priest, a
minister a psychiatrist, or anyone
else he fancies. If it gives him any
relief, he may get up at a meeting and
recite his misdeed, but he is not
required to do so. He restores what he
may have stolen while intoxicated and
arranges to pay off old debts and to
make good on rubber checks; he makes
amends to persons he has abused and in
general, cleans up his past as well as
he is able to. It is not uncommon for
his sponsors to lend him money to help
out in the early stages. This
catharsis is regarded as important
because of the compulsion, which a
feeling of guilt exerts in the
alcoholic obsession. As nothing tends
to push an alcoholic toward the bottle
more than personal resentments, the
pupil also makes out a list of his
grudges and resolves not to be stirred
by them. At this point, he is ready to
start working on other, active
alcoholics. By the process of
extroversion, which the work entails,
he is able to think less of his own
troubles. The more
drinkers he succeeds in swinging into
Alcoholics Anonymous, the greater his
responsibility to the group becomes.
He can't get drunk now without
injuring the people who have proved
themselves his best friends. He is
beginning to grow up emotionally and
to quit being a leaner. If raised in
an Orthodox Church, he usually, but
not always, becomes a regular
communicant again. Simultaneously
with the making over of the alcoholic
goes the process of adjusting his
family to his new way of living. The
wife or husband of an alcoholic, and
the children, too, frequently become
neurotics from being exposed to
drinking excesses over a period of
years. Reeducation of the family is an
essential part of a follow-up program,
which has been devised. Alcoholics
Anonymous, which is synthesis of old
ideas rather than a new discovery,
owes its existence to the
collaboration of a New York
stockbroker and an Akron physician.
Both alcoholics, they met for the
first time a little less than six
years ago. In thirty-five years of
periodic drinking, Dr. Armstrong, to
give the physician a fictitious name,
had drunk himself out of most of his
practice. Armstrong had tried
everything, including the Oxford
Group, and had shown no improvement.
On Mother's Day 1935, he staggered
home, in typical drunk fashion,
lugging an expensive potted plant,
which he placed in his wife's lap. The
he went upstairs and passed out. At that
moment, nervously pacing the lobby of
an Akron hotel, was the broker from
New York, whom we shall arbitrarily
call Griffith. Griffith was in a jam.
In an attempt to obtain control of a
company and rebuild his financial
fences, he had come out to Akron and
engaged in a fight for proxies. He had
lost the fight. His hotel bill was
unpaid. He was almost flat broke.
Griffith wanted a drink. During his
career in Wall Street, Griffith had
turned some sizable deals and had
prospered, but, through ill-timed
drinking bouts, had lost out on his
main chances. Five months before
coming to Akron, he had gone on the
water wagon through the ministration
of the Oxford Group in New York.
Fascinated by the problem of
alcoholism, he had many times gone
back as a visitor to a Central Park
West detoxicating hospital, where he
had been a patient, and talked to the
inmates. He effected no recoveries,
but found that by working on other
alcoholics he could stave off his own
craving. A stranger in
Akron, Griffith knew no alcoholics
with whom he could wrestle. A church
directory, which hung in the lobby
opposite the bar, gave him an idea. He
telephone on of the clergymen listed
and through him got in touch with a
member of the local Oxford Group. This
person was a friend of Dr. Armstrong's
and was able to introduce the
physician and the broker at dinner. In
this manner, Dr. Armstrong became
Griffith's first real disciple. He was
a shaky one at first. After a few
weeks of abstinence, he went east to a
medical convention and came home in a
liquid state. Griffith, who had stayed
in Akron to iron out some legal
tangles arising from the proxy battle,
talked him back to sobriety. That was
on June 10, 1935. The nips the
physician took from a bottle proffered
by Griffith on that day were the last
drinks he ever took. Griffith's
lawsuits dragged on, holding him over
in Akron for six months. He moved his
baggage to the Armstrong home, and
together the pair struggled with other
alcoholics. Before Griffith went back
to New York, two more Akron converts
had been obtained. Meanwhile, both
Griffith and Dr. Armstrong had
withdrawn from the Oxford Group,
because they felt that its aggressive
evangelism and some of its other
methods were hindrances in working
with alcoholics. They put their own
technique on a strict
take-it-or-leave-it basis and kept it
there. Progress was
slow. After Griffith had returned
East, Dr. Armstrong and his wife, a
Wellesley graduate, converted their
home into a free refuge for alcoholics
and an experimental laboratory for the
study of the guest's behavior. One of
the guest, who unknown to his hosts,
was a manic-depressive as well as an
alcoholic, ran wild one night with a
kitchen knife. He was overcome before
he stabbed anyone. After a year and a
half, a total of ten persons had
responded to the program and were
abstaining. What was left of the
family savings had gone into the work.
The physician's new sobriety caused a
revival in his practice, but not
enough of one to carry the extra
expense. The Armstrongs, nevertheless,
carried on, on borrowed money.
Griffith, who had a Spartan wife, too,
turned his Brooklyn home into a
duplicate of Akron ménage. Mrs.
Griffith, a member of an old Brooklyn
family, took a job in a department
store and in her spare time played
nurse to inebriates. The Griffiths
also borrowed, and Griffith managed to
make odd bits of money around the
brokerage houses. By the spring of
1939, The Armstrong's and the
Griffiths had between them cozened
about one hundred alcoholics into
sobriety. In a book,
which they published at that time, the
recovered drinkers described the cure
program and related their personal
stories. The title was Alcoholics
Anonymous. It was adopted as a name
for the movement itself, which up to
then had none. As the book got into
circulation, the movement spread
rapidly. Today, Dr. Armstrong is still
struggling to patch up his practice.
The going is hard. He is in debt
because of his contributions to the
movement and the time he devotes
gratis to alcoholics. Being a pivotal
man in the group, he is unable to turn
down the requests for help, which
flood his office. Griffith is
even deeper in the hole. For the past
two years, he and his wife have had no
home in the ordinary sense of the
word. In a manner reminiscent of the
primitive Christians, they have moved
about, finding shelter in the home of
A.A. colleagues and sometimes wearing
borrowed clothing. Having got
something started, both the prime
movers want to retire to the fringe of
their movement and spend more time
getting back on their feet
financially. They feel that the way
the thing is set up, it is virtually
self-operating and self-multiplying.
Because of the absence of figureheads
and the fact that there is no formal
body of belief to promote, they have
no fears that Alcoholics Anonymous
will degenerate into a cult. The
self-starting nature of the movement
is apparent from letters in the files
of the New York office. Many persons
have written in saying that they
stopped drinking as soon as they read
the book, and made their homes meeting
places for small local chapters. Even
a fairly large unit, in Little Rock,
got started in this way. An Akron
civil engineer and his wife, in
gratitude for his cure four years ago,
have been steadily taking alcoholics
into their home. Out of thirty-five
such wards, thirty-one have recovered. Twenty
pilgrims from Cleveland caught the
idea in Akron and returned home to
start a group of their own. From
Cleveland, by various means, the
movement has spread to Chicago,
Detroit, St. Louis, Los Angeles,
Indianapolis, Atlanta, San Francisco,
Evansville, and other cities. An
alcoholic Cleveland newspaperman with
a surgically collapsed lung moved to
Houston for his health. He got a job
on a Houston paper, and through a
series of articles, which he wrote for
it, started an A.A. unit, which now
has thirty-five members. One Houston
member has moved to Miami and is now
laboring to snare some of the more
eminent winter-colony lushes. A
Cleveland traveling salesman is
responsible for starting small units
in many different parts of the county.
Fewer than half of the A.A. members
has ever seen Griffith or Dr.
Armstrong. To an
outsider who is mystified, as most of
us are, by the antics of
problem-drinking friends, the results,
which have been achieved, are amazing.
This is especially true of the more
virulent cases, a few of which are
herewith sketched under names that are
not their own. Sara Martin
was a product of the F. Scott
Fitzgerald era. Born of wealthy
parents in a Western City, she went to
Eastern boarding schools and
"finished" in France. After
making her debut, she married. Sara
spent her nights drinking and dancing
until daylight. She was known as a
girl who could carry a lot of liquor.
Her husband had a weak stomach, and
she became disgusted with him. They
were quickly divorced. After her
father's fortune had been erased in
1929, Sara got a job in New York and
supported herself. In 1932, seeking
adventure, she went to Paris to live
and set up a business of her own,
which was successful. She continued to
drink heavily and stayed drunk longer
than usual. After a spree in 1933, she
was informed that she had tried to
throw herself out a window. During
another bout, she did jump or fall -
she doesn't remember which - out of a
first-floor window. She landed face
first on the sidewalk and was laid up
for fix months of bone setting, dental
work, and plastic surgery. IN 1936, Sara
Martin decided that if she changed her
environment by returning to the United
States, she would be able to drink
normally. This childish faith in
geographical change is a classic
delusion, which all alcoholics get at
one time, or another. She was drunk
all the way home on the boat. New York
frightened her and she drank to escape
it. Her money ran out and she borrowed
from friends. When the friends cut
her, she hung around Third Avenue
bars, cadging drinks from strangers.
Up to this point she had diagnosed her
trouble as a nervous breakdown. Not
until she had committed herself to
several sanitariums did she realize,
through reading, that she was an
alcoholic. On advice of a staff
doctor, she got in touch with an
Alcoholics Anonymous group. Today, she
has another good job and spends many
of her nights sitting on hysterical
women drinkers to prevent them from
diving out of windows. In here late
thirties, Sarah Martin is an
attractively serene woman. The Paris
surgeons did handsomely by her. Watkins is a
shipping clerk in a factory. Injured
in an elevator mishap in 1927, he was
furloughed with pay by a company,
which was thankful that he did not sue
for damages. Having nothing to do
during a long convalescence, Watkins
loafed in speakeasies. Formerly a
moderate drinker, he started to go on
drunks lasting several months. His
furniture went for debt, and his wife
fled, taking their three children. In
eleven years, Watkins was arrested
twelve times and served eight
workhouse sentences. Once, in an
attack of delirium tremens, he
circulated a rumor among the prisoners
that the county was poisoning the food
in order to reduce the workhouse
population and save expenses. A
mess-hall riot resulted. In another
fit of D.T.'s, during which he thought
the man in the cell above was trying
to pour hot lead on him, Watkins
slashed his own wrists and throat with
a razor blade. While recuperating in
an outside hospital, with eighty-six
stitches, he swore never to drink
again. He was drunk before the final
bandages were removed. Two years ago,
a former drinking companion got him to
Alcoholics Anonymous, and he hasn't
touched liquor since. His wife and
children have returned, and the home
has new furniture. Back at work,
Watkins has paid off the major part of
$2,000 in debts and petty alcoholic
thefts and has his eye on a new
automobile. At
twenty-two, Tracy, a precocious son of
well-to-do parents, was credit manager
for an investment-banking firm whose
name has become a symbol of the
money-mad twenties. After the firm's
collapse during the stock market
crash, he went into advertising and
worked up to a post, which paid him
$23,000 a year. On the day his son was
born, Tracy was fired. Instead of
appearing in Boston to close a big
advertising contract, he had gone on a
spree and had wound up in Chicago,
losing out on the contract. Always a
heavy drinker, Tracy became a bum. He
tippled on Canned Heat and hair tonic
and begged from cops, who are always
easy touches for amounts up to a dime.
On one sleety night, Tracy sold his
shoes to buy a drink, putting on a
pair of rubbers he had found in a
doorway and stuffing them with paper
to keep his feet warm. He started
committing himself to sanitariums,
more to get in out of the cold than
anything else. In one institution, a
physician got him interested in the
A.A. program. As part of it, Tracy, a
Catholic made a general confession and
returned to the church, which he had
long since abandoned. He skidded back
to alcohol a few times, but after a
relapse in February 1939, Tracy took
no more drinks. He has since then beat
his way up again to $18,000 a year in
advertising. Victor Hugo
would have delighted in Brewster, a
heavy-thewed adventurer who took life
the hard way. Brewster was a
lumberjack; cowhand, and wartime
aviator. During the postwar era, he
took up flask toting and was soon
doing a Cook's tour of the
sanitariums. In one of them, after
hearing about shock cures, he bribed
the Negro attendant in the morgue,
with gifts of cigarettes, to permit
him to drop in each afternoon and
meditate over a cadaver. The plan
worked well until one day he cam upon
a dead man who, by a freak facial
contortion, wore what looked like a
grin. Brewster met up with the A.A.'s
in December 1938, and after achieving
abstinence, got a sales job, which
involved much walking. Meanwhile, he
had go cataracts on both eyes. One was
removed, giving him distance sight
with the aid of thick-lens spectacles.
He used the other eye for close-up
vision, keeping it dilated with an
eye-drop solution in order to avoid
being run down in traffic. The he
developed a swollen, or milk, leg.
With these disabilities, Brewster
tramped the streets for six months
before he caught up with his drawing
account. Today, at fifty, still
hampered by is physical handicaps, he
is making his calls and earning around
$400 a month. For the
Brewster's, the Martins, the
Watkinses, the Tracys, and the other
reformed alcoholics, congenial company
is now available wherever they happen
to be. In the larger cities, A.A.'s
meet one another daily at lunch in
favored restaurants. The Cleveland
groups give big parties on New Year's
and other holidays, at which gallons
of coffee and soft drinks are
consumed. Chicago holds open house on
Friday, Saturday and Sunday -
alternating, on the North, West, and
South Sides - so that no lonesome A.A.
need revert to liquor over the weekend
for lack of companionship. Some play
cribbage or bridge, the winner of each
hand contributing to a kitty for
paying of entertainment expenses. The
others listen to the radio, dance,
eat, or just talk. All alcoholics,
drunk or sober, like to gab. They are
among the most society-loving people
in the world, which may help to
explain why they go to be alcoholics
in the first place.
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